the diary

currently or maybe lately,ditri and mosh has been bugging me profusely for me to start writing.not that i have the most righteous way of explaining my daily do-ings but jst because..hrmm,jst because.that's it.and so,i decided to try something different,typepad.heh,this one actually gives me 30-day trial period and actually i do love it since that it even allows me to create a new folder so that i can organize stuffs that i upload.various templates and nice clear smooth interface.not too busy with prints and not too loud with colors.

a whole lotta junk has happened these past few months.i just finished sitting for my finals for the short semester.o well,it did suck a lil bit.the part when i didnt finish stuffing my head wif that whole Principle of Information System textbook which is not to forget has 14 chapters within that almost 700 pages.o crap!i hated that.i didnt even have time to study all of it and i suck sitting in that dimlighted hall with the temperatures as cold as the Artic!whilst my head went back and forth trying to find sumtin to write down or even trying to reach that sumwhere at the back of my mind ofcourse there must've been sumtin i cud remember frm the class.unfortunately NOT.i was too damn busy preparing for the pre-papers which is about 2 hours away from the aforementioned.yeah.in that one i think i did a really good job.honestly i felt soo overwhelmed wif my own knowledge of that subject,Perkongsian Maklumat(which is almost like Data Communication) that i felt apprehensive,i worried about the small stuffs,like did i filled everything rite in the OMR,is the pensil sharp enuff,is that genius girl sitting next to me is looking at my paper,is it too early to send in my answer sheets?damn,i even prepared a staedtler 2B pencil for this xm.i think the last time i did that was in my spm.heh..but anyways,it felt good.i mean reaaally good.to know something when asked.i love that feeling.

the reason that i subjected all my attention to that subject is because i focused and gave my most full and hard-earned effort on it's 30% group project that i did all by myself,no thx to the other caring groupmates.now,i dun wanna go into details abt the project but i do think i'm gonna upload sum screenshots of it.blurghh..i wouldnt've done it any better if it wasnt the help of my brainmaster,cute and charming,who had helped me learn and used the languange for my project which is ASP,Active Server Pages. I just love doing it so much because it's a web-based project and so i like the idea that ofcourse my interface is gonna be up and presented to the whole 140 ppl in class.i like the idea of showing my own design,o well if not wholly my idea of design but still i did it from scratch.frm nothing to something.there so, i worked hard so that the functions of the system has to work in order for the design to be more appealing.heh..lookat them faces,jaws dropped and eyes popped.i could hear the WAAAAHHHHHH..even my other groupmate frm another subject was awed(u know,we had to do another ASP project in that subject too,the subject that i flunked in xm.)o,he thought i knew nothing abt ASP,but anyhows i didnt help him much in that one project but i did do the interface seeing that the interface that they've done has the background of Windows default pictures frm My Pictures folder.urghh..yuck!not to forget to mention their's used the most disturbing colours like bright yellow as the background wif flourescent green as the foreground or even worse RED.i dont know what these guys see in that interface.fortunately they got me,being the only girl in team has the ups i guess.giving the system a new face was my job and on the day of our presentation,almost all the chinese guys frm my class came by our PC to lookat the interface.huh!

i think i love the short period of 2 months semester.it really made me more focused,especially when i only have 3 subjects to take,maximum actually.but there are a few things from the past that haunts me all through sem. my renowned vow of culminating my so-called friendship wif my ex-roomie and konon2 nye lah buddy.it's not my fault,never was.i tried to save it,i gave her time,a whole white year.but no.i have just had enough of her.i truly cannot live around her.and when i do,when i tried to,i felt like i'm not being myself.i'm being pretentious.in order to what you say,jaga hati die?.her ego is like urghh..i've no word to describe it.in one way,i thought i was wrong.maybe she isnt what i think she is,maybe it's jst me.but hell no,when the same ppl who befriended her told me that it IS okay,that she IS actually what i think she is.and also she doesnt only hurts me.she hurts others too.in ways that perhaps you would think twice,aku ke die yang salah?but now i know.i left the friendship.i left and i will never ever ever comeback,even if i was given a million bucks.

but,that hedonistic act has some consequences.yeah,when the other girls frm class saw us not together ofcourse their mouth couldnt stop talking as if their mouths was replaced by chicken arse.
but anyhow,it's very much ok now.except that when she was in my group(subj:Perkongsian Maklumat),she didnt even raise a finger to help me or the other teammates.not even asking anything abt the assignments given.and she didnt even came to class on presentation day.i was like watefak?i completely understands that her ego couldnt allow her to talk to me,but puhhlezz la wei.tak kesian ke ngan dak2 lain.(by the way,i was team leader).and at least i hoped that she showed up on presentation,atleast she should see my effort,how much i've done.but noooo..her ego was soo much important.but the weird thing is,she had the nerve to come by my room which is one story higher than hers and asked for the project.i was soo stunned,my towels almost dropped(i jst finished showering)..duhh,tak malu gile nak mintak?!cam sial je..
anyhow,being the nice person i am.i gave it to her.(dlm hati:camsialbodohnakmamposdahlegunethumbdriveyustakpulang2takdtgpresenttakmalunakmintakakuprojrk)
but then,i sooooo regretted giving it to her.ofcourse she must've heard that one question from the finals is gonna be about the project.i went to see ct rightaway,i knew she was so mad at that girl of her bogus-cam-bagus attitude.she really provoked me to take that project back.eventho it was a softcopy,she doesnt actually hav a USB port on her old kapok PC so ofcourse to make another copy of that project,she should've gone to another friend's to copy it.but i dont think so,so i pulled all my guts together and asked for the thumbdrive.o,she knew it was comin when she saw my face.she jst couldnt resist me.hah!i am soo damn mean at that time.

and now,after all said and done.i jst cant wait for my finals results..everybodi now knows that i'm innocent and wanna know sumtin?i'm gonna start my practical soon..where?here.in Perak that is.hehe..tak sangke ke?

Comments

[D3]

glad u're back in blogging world.. kalo tak, ketandusan blog untuk dibaca..

tahniah dah nak praktikal.. weeee aku tahun dpn baru nak praktikal..

sebenarnya, kalu bab2 buat assignment ni, aku prefer buat sorang2.. sebabnya, most of the time, aku dapat grupmate yang leh dikatakan not reliable huhuhu lagipun, kalu buat sorang2, buruk pun puashati lawa pun puashati sendiri yer tak? tapi aku rasa, kalo ngan ko aku nak kot wat grouping.. hik hik kataku separa membodek..

ah panjang lak.. cam naip kat blog sindiri.. woi janganla berenti blogging.. tulis je apa2.. letak gambau je pun takper.. ok?

chow

yang jelita,
siti nurhalija

[aPis]

aku hanya mampu skrol ke bawah dan mengelick butang comment.. haha panjang sangat malas aku nak baca. btw bro, ni ke awek ko yang ko selalu cakap tu?

[pakkon]

hi.. saya masuk ni saya tak baca pon.. mata dah weng² malas nak baca ngantuk.. cam cik apis kata panjang sangat :)) .. saya masuk ni nak *MENYEPAM* je seperti yg diarahkan oleh ma enche siti nurhalijah tuhs..

[meami]

haha..thx dit
yah aku la bro yg awek dit slalu cite tuh,nape awek apis?
maybe aku patot tuka template..nyihi!